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Life is full of ups & downs, one wave strikes after one subsides. My life is like that, with occasional occurrance of powerful tsunamis. I'm glad I've made it through the storm, at least till now.

Everything that's given to u, take it for granted & u may not get to have them anymore in ur life.

Once again, I lost my directions & there is no one I can turn to. It's not their fault, its my fault for being so not expressive. I just dunno how to open my heart to anyone, my heart wants to but my mouth is reluctant to. I put on a brave front but inside I feel lonely, empty & lost. I lose temper, Im clumsy, Im a burden. Im sorry for being a trouble & disappointment to the people around me. I feel that the world has given up on me, like how I've lost everything & given up on myself. Countless times I thought killing myself can solve the problem but I just dont have the courage yet... I don't deserve warmth, love & happiness.

Welcome to my frozen world.


11:59 PM
2012-03-26
&& i think of u every night~





the ROCKER


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eRiC Chua 蔡俊杰
Nicknames: Rice, C Cube. 笨笨, Sunny Boy
D.O.B: 20/11/91
Horoscope: Scorpio
SJK(C) Pandan 1999-2002
HKPS 2003-2006
CCKSS 2007-2009
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Nationality: Singapore Citizenship
Religion: Buddhist
Favourite country: Japan CCA: Band; trombonist
Eric Chua

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time: 10
Acts of Service: 6
Physical Touch: 5
Words of Affirmation: 5
Receiving Gifts: 4


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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Havin' fun outin' wid frens
honeydew milk tea
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SooYoung!
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Currently cant tink of any..

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