Listening to this song somehow reminds me of the days when I was a cheerful boy in class. In a blink of an eye Im 20 now. 'na xie nian cuo guo de dong xi', soon when we grow older, we'll keep looking back at the things we've missed, things that we feel regrets. Very soon, my journey with KOI Cafe is going to shorten alot, or even end. It's gonna be unpredictable to wadz gonna happen after March. It's become a big part of my life here. Some of them r just like my own family members oredi, I feel more warmth in here than my own home. It's saddening to think abt not being able to hold the shaker & make nice drinks for the ppl anymore. All I can do now is treeasure every moment I have with the important ones here who knows me the best & given me support. All the outings, overseas trip, rehearsals, I've forgotten none of them.

On the other hand, my real home doesnt seem like a home anymore. It's drama after drama every night, I used to enjoy going home so much but now I dun anymore. It's not that Im sick of my family life, but rather I wish I have a family which everyone stays happily together & not quarrels or trouble. It makes me wanna move out on my own whenever things get chaotic here. It doesnt affect me anymore cuz Im so used to it. ._.

I dunno wad is going to happen in the future, but right now Im a happy person, thats enough. :)

2:27 AM
&& i think of u every night~