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昨天早上上线msn的时候收到我阿姨的问候，并得知一个惊天动地的消息！

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Gene : ERIC, 你好吗？又要放假了吧！这学期的放假你们会回来新山吗？你们的妈妈，其实生病了。她现在也许很担心！应该也很害怕！原本这星期她要带外婆去新加坡找你们的。但因为她不舒服，所以没去了。我想，你们的妈妈一定很希望你们回来玩玩！阿姨也希望你们的妈妈去做了检查后会没事。这世上的我们只有一位妈妈！也许你们已经忘了曾经你们的妈妈是如何无微不治的照顾你们，疼爱你们！（毕竟当时你们还小）你也曾说过会回来！你不喜欢在新加坡。我可怜的外甥啊！阿姨也很心疼你们。但事实是无法改变了。现在你们也适应了新加坡的生活了，阿姨也感到安心。但真的，要常回来看你们的妈妈，她很需要你们的关心跟支持。

Dis morning..

eRiC: 阿姨，昨天是妈咪生日，可是我一直打不进她的手机.. 替我跟她说Ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｂｅｌａｔｅｄ　Ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ　好吗？她生病好了吗？

Gene: 她的子宫生了两粒瘤

eRiC: 怎么会这样？！

Gene: 还不知道是不是癌症。她现在也很害怕。
子宫一直出血，所以去做检查！医生scan时，发现的。所以你们有空就回来看看你们的妈！人生很无常。别等到失去就来不及了。刚去做检查，医生说太多血，检查不到，要等下个月。她现在应该回家休息了吧！

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现在感到很震撼，也很惭愧，我妈病了我却不能为她做些什么。表面上她看似坚强独立，单身且独居，但事实上她的内心是脆弱的，她是个幼稚的孩子王。小时候觉得她很没有妈妈的风范(以前当我还住在马来西亚时，有一次我们到对面的ice kacang 小店去吃ice kacang, 结果因为太好吃我们吃了一碗又一碗，结果回到家两人一直咳嗽)感觉它比较像我的朋友。但我也知道她是最好的妈妈。我感觉得到她现在其实很慌张，害怕，只是她总把所有心事锁在心头，但却没人能倾诉。希望她没事..

Happy Birthday to my mom..

12:59 PM

2009-10-30

&& i think of u every night~

Overview of EL & Maths papers

YO! 1 more paper down!

English Paper1
Completed it @ the v.last minute. Section 2 dunnid format, most of us didnt get it.. Chose qn3 for Section One. Added some humour into my writin', lol..

English Paper 2
'Bones' & 'Ligaments'. Haha, heng I got it right regardin' the 'bodily' sth.. Hope itz alright, esp.summary.

E.Maths Paper 1
Made a number of careless mistakes. Hope I can retake the paper, haha. But overall it shud be fine.

E.Maths Paper 2
I find it more manageable than Paper 1. Surprisingly no Mensuration. Dere was dis qn dat I couldnt interprete its English.. Dun dare 2 be v.confident b4 comparin' ans wid others. In the end our ans were almost the same. Heng. Last qn's last 2 parts probability ans r 4/9 & 5/9, qn 10 mean is 6.4, S.D is 1.sth.. Woohoo, tink I've scored A in paper 2 but I'm still thinkin' abt Paper 1 which will pull me down & dere is the bellcurve which sux lyk hell.. =.= Paper 1.......... :(

5:52 PM

2009-10-28

&& i think of u every night~

Two papers down.. Quite ok I tink.. Idk y I dun hav the "'O' Level is comin'" mood.. I mean I will study but dere isn't any nervousness.. I heard dat itz a "one yr paper easy one yr paper hard" trend. Idk if itz true but I saw last yr's & 06's E.Maths paper, they're quite easy. & 07's was more challengin'.. Dis yr ours may be challengin' too. Idk if itz reali true. I hope not.. Juz let everythin' goes naturally.. Humans I'm not afraid of Geog, World History & SS but History SEA.. -.-

Anw tmr's is Maths paper. I'm quite lookin' forward 2 it, can't w8 2 clear the Maths.. But idk y I'm thinkin' dis way when I haven't even recap a few topics & am not v.confident, haha.

Today studied in McD wid the 5 of them(Fat Oil Bunny Eat Bun).. As usual, jokes & laughters. @ the same tym got 2 study, haha..

After maths, Sciences & Humans will come next, it hence marks the start of all the memorisin' work.. -.-

HWAITING!

12:45 AM

2009-10-27

&& i think of u every night~

Changed a new blogskin.. Seeyan found it for me. lol. But I dun lyk the cursor, looks disgustin'.. -.- I used 2 use another 'emo' blogskin dat resembles dis one..

Tmr marks the start of 'O' Level.. All the best to all! DO IT ONCE; DO IT WELL!

Btw dis vid is super funny, I was laughin' so hard I woke my bro up last nite..
Esp.from 2:38 onwards. Dat old woman @ the bak reminded me of "The Grudge" & the old woman @ the front looked super funny, the cam zoomed in @ her lips when she failed 2 apply the lipstick & decided not 2 do it, HAHA!

5:22 PM

2009-10-25

&& i think of u every night~

hey

Self-reminder: FULL STUDY TOMORROW NO MATTER WHAT!!

11:32 PM

2009-10-23

&& i think of u every night~

For some unknown reasons, Blogger was havin' a code error juz nw..

Ytd's science practical was alright, but the lab was super humid. I was almost late in the morning, took a cab & I kept rushin' the driver, haha, but he's v.frenly. I was sittin' @ the 1st row whereby the invigilator was sittin' in front of me. Physics a few qns I got negative numbers as my ans. Kept re-checkin' but saw nth wrong. Chem was easier than the Prelim but I'm not v.confident. Hope I've written down the correct observations. The prev.nitez revision didnt go 2 waste. Bromine chloride -> white ppt -> Sulfate! Itz helpful in the last qn on anions. After the exam den was assured dat the physics ans were indeed negative numbers, heng..

We den stayed in the AVA room for quarantine. Mdm.Chin decided 2 sharpen my Maths, lol.. After dat took a nap, super tired. CS students' 'O'Level exams actuali ends on the 4 Nov(xcept fot the last paper). Cuz they dun take History & HMT. Means in between their last paper on 3 Nov & the last paper(sci paper1 consistin' of all MCQs), they can take a long~ break.. Terry & Rash oredi plannin' 2 chiong games on 4 Nov oredi.. T.T

After the quarantine went for a quick lunch wid Terry, Dennis & Rash, b4 I go 2 Clementi 2 meet Peggy. We took MRT 2 Tiong Bahru 2 walk ard.. On the way home when I was gonna board the MRT, a lady wearin' purple wid pink shoes cap talked 2 me & asked me abt my hp, LOL! Cuz I was holdin' it. She said she was lookin' for a white phone wid stylus, she was wantin' 2 noe more abt my phone. Den I became a salesperson & publicised my phone 2 her, LMAO! She was reali frenly though, & she spoke PERFECTLY FLUENT English! Wooo!

Coincidently we both were alightin' @ Gombak station, den we continued talkin', haha. In the end she passed me her namecard & I realised she is quite a noble person! She's a swimmin' coach, she oso takes counsellin' skills & personal groomin' course etc.. She's oso a Teacher+Tutor under MOE. Shez oso a Make-Up Artist, a Tourist Guide & A Tour Leader!!!!!!!! I took a pic of her namecard, shall upload it here l8er, haha! OMG!

Watch dis, a grp of Korean boys imitatin' SNSD's Gee MV, super funny, although they did everythin' the same(even small details lyk flippin' hair), but itz gross & their xpressions look *&#&*$%&( GOOSEBUMPS

Recently fav songs..

Sooyoung is chio wid short hair!My fav member.(the only one in short hair, lol)
Kim Taeyeon reminds me of my pri sch fren Kim Tae Hyun, lol

4:03 PM

&& i think of u every night~

Sleep Early Tonight!

Ytd went bak 2 sch, supposingly for maths consultation, but Mdm.Chin didnt come!! Went Lot1 wid Dennis & Guanfei for lunch @ BistroDelifrance. They both talked bad abt the food @ different tyms, but coincidently when they talked abt it, a waitor was juz behind us & heard everythin' I tink, Same waitor, haha. Guanfei saw Yaoyao's new album & became lovesick. -.-

Evenin' went Bugis wid Terry, Xiaoting & Tiffany. Went 2 the mosque. Den bought some v.nice egg tarts. They bought takopachi & Sushi too.

Dis morning met Cherry & her dad drove us 2 CCK MRT station, we took LRT 2 Qijun's hse.. We w8ed v.long & kept spammin' calls for her 2 wake up, haha. We played AuditionSEA for ard 10 mins & went 2 study in Qijun's bro's room. Cherry was lovesick, haha! We studied till ard 2pm+ & went Greenridge for lunch. Qijun ordered the fish ball noodles & recommended it 2 me. It was nice, lol.. Afterwards bak 2 study more b4 leavin'..

Tmr will be 'O' Level Science Practical Paper, goin' 2 revise on it now. =)

Updated some pics from previous events. ;)

Xiuhao's bday surprise @ his hse.

Terry's bday surprise..

Forfeit poses @ carpark.
They made me do these.. :(
Mid-autumn fest

Cherry's forfeit.

7:15 PM

2009-10-21

&& i think of u every night~

Thx to Terry's motivation in a funny way, tmr I'm gonna relight the flames in my eyes & go study after goin' Maths Consultation wid Dennis. Wed too. All the best to myself. =)

11:42 PM

2009-10-19

&& i think of u every night~

Happy Belated Birthday to Terry Goh & Neo Xiuhao!

Celebrated wid the usual grp of frens their bday the prev.day. Terry's was @ McD, he was so brilliant dat every moves we made aroused his suspicion. I wasnt able 2 bluff him. Haha, he even sms-ed me right in front of me & asked,"So how's the plan going?" He was referrin' to our plan 2 surprise him @ 12am, HAHA! Dere goes the surprise.

Ytd met up wid them 2 surprise Xiuhao. I was caught up in sth thus was late & had a hard tym findin Block 12. Anw, I was the 1st one 2 open Xiuhao's room, he was playin' wid himself when he suddenly turned ard & saw me & Yonghan I tink. Den he stunned wid no expression. Haha, den after 2 secs he reacted & was surprised we came. The mango cake was nice. We stayed in his room & played 7-up. I was quite tired, so I wasnt talkin' much.. =)

Reached home & my bro was in the room wid his frens. When I knocked the door I could hear panic & whispers inside. So I decided 2 give his fren face & went downstairs 2 look for vendin' machine & slack. Huan nan jian zhen qing. Terry decided 2 stay up for me. & Jon, Joy & Xiuhao asked me 2 go eat tgt too. Thx guys. Haha. (I wish my bro locks the door more often xD ) Was sleepin' on the sofa till dis morning. Decided 2 teach my bro a lesson, in a more sensible way, haha!

Recently was listenin' 2 SNSD songs under JunBoon's influence. Out of the nine of them, I tink TaeYeon, Yoona, Jessica & SooYoung look the best. I tink SooYoung looks lyk Hong Yi Xin from mediacorp(younger & nicer-lookin' version). Dat day @ McD I was drawin' HyoYeon 2 Cherry & it turned out super funny. A lot ppl dun lyk Tiffany. My bro kept spammin' the song "Gee" after I intro 2 him, lmao.

Today juz stay @ home, no money 2 go Orchard wid them. =O

Datz all.. :)

2:53 PM

&& i think of u every night~

YO! It's another day! Been stayin' @ Terry's hse since last nite, & Bibi finally got 2 go down for a walk after WEEKS! We intended 2 go joggin' in the morning but somehow I overslept. Terry couldnt wake me up I tink, hehe. Did Maths in the afternoon. Recently dere're quite a number of things I'm lookin' forward to, definitely not O levels! Itz the release of albums & games, haha!

Ytd was the last day of sch. Pokemon trend is still on, Kangwei used Action Replay 2 get all legendaries, cheater. But I shun bian received 2 from him, HAHA!

Tmr will be out studyin' alone @ Bt.Batok McD. When I hav no one 2 tok 2, I realise I can concentrate better & @ the same tym get more revision. 2 more weeks! I'm afraid I'll go crazy. LOL.

12:02 AM

2009-10-15

&& i think of u every night~

I'm startin' the feel the stress for O level. Im afraid I cant make it for A.Maths.... As for E.Maths, I muz chiong! Science, SS & Geog I can still cope. History hav 2 reali memorise SEA.

Slept ard 3.30am ytd but today was supposed 2 be a weary day, but heng heng Terry bought me McCafe, haha! Today's Physics paper is easier compared 2 the previous ones. A.Maths went down 2 consult Ms.Wong. In the end so many ppl it became less efficient. Sat wid Dennis, MiaoChing & Junwei. They r reali jokers, haha. & I realise MiaoChing is reali a v.nice fren wid CheeKiat, they were recallin' CK's jokes & laughed & sms CK. & dere was dis indian teacher comin' down, Dennis juz said,"Eeyer, disgustin' &*$#*@^" LOL, i knew i wasnt supposed 2 laugh but the way he said was damn funny! He said she looked lyk Farha, but was the "dipped into black ink" version, WTH! Went for the assembly, felt the nervousness wid the O level approachin' nearer & nearer 2 us. After dat went for lunch wid Terry, Dennis, Cherry & Siming. Went BPP after dat 2 study wid Terry.

Tmr will be the last day of sch, it'll the last tym we get 2 sit in the parade square, the last day we unite tgt in the class, the last tym we make noise. MiaoChing juz talked abt Boonhao today & I was reminded of the lower sec life. Mrs.Ching walked past & still rmbed our names. I wonder wad will happen after tmr. Dere' many frens I dun wanna lose, Yuanqing is one of them( so r my other frens =) ), we had lots of fun tgt @ many places. Saw her when I was alone in BPP today & we only got 2 smile @ each other. I rmb last yr @ Westmall she asked me wad will happen 2 us after we become alumnis, will we still be frens.. I realise I've grown up alot these 4 yrs. I've learnt 2 look things in different perspective & learnt 2 cope myself. I've learnt 2 make a stand in evrythin' & make my opinion, noe wadz wrong & wadz right. However somehow I tink I'm easily agitated If someone were to discourage me or sth, probably due 2 the stress. But all I wanted 2 do now is to do well for my O level & carry on with the new season of my life, I'll meet new ppl & new xperiences. Terry's goin' JC & me, Poly. Im havin' a lack of confidence abt O level, idk y. I reali gotta polish my history & maths.

Chem & Eng tmr.. After tmr will hav 2 start muggin' & w8 for O level to come. After dat we'll officially become CCKSS alumnis. I'm not goin' prom nite btw, & am intendin' to look for a part-time job to kill tym after O level. :)

9:05 PM

2009-10-12

&& i think of u every night~

YO! Didnt noe I havent been bloggin' for so long.

Thursday
Was late for sch agn, w8ed for a long tym for Mr.Kong 2 call us in. Alexis got scolded for answerin' the qn wrongly, it was quite intimidatin' as Mr.Kong juz shouted @ her liddat so suddenly. Lunched wid Terry, Dennis, Cherry & SimingAfter sch initially planned 2 study in McD alone, cuz studyin' @ home is impossible. In the end studied wid Joy & Qijun instead in Subway cuz I bumped into Joy in McD. Anw Jon & Xiuhao came after dat 2 study tgt.

I muz thank Mdm.Chin for motivatin' me all the tym & help me improve in my Maths. She's a nice teacher I muz say.

Friday
Combined class wid 4/6 & 4/7 during Geog Mock paper. My effort the prev.day did pay off. =) Qijun finished the paper so early & went 2 slp, lol. After Eng supp Dennis came my hse. We celebrated Guanfei's bday below my block. My bro was dere too. Anw, many ppl's bday fall on Oct. Dennis, Tony, Cherry, Benjamin, Seeyan, Guanfei, Xiuhao, Terry & my mom. Dennis got along well wid my bro & watched him play Maple. Guanfei & I played NDS wireless Mario Cart DS racin' Challenge!

Overnite @ Jon's hse wid him, Xiuhao, Qijun & Joy. Ard 2am we went McD study awhile b4 goin' bak his hse 2 continue studyin' & slp.

Saturday
Woke up in Jon's hse & we played UNO tgt. After dat studied Geog, Qijun & Joy played my Mario Cart & got reali excited, haha!

Sunday
A day @ home wid my bro. Surfed thru many vids. Idk y Evan Yo's album not published yet, itz v.nice(my blog song is one of my fav tracks). & Dennis bought Angela Zhang's album dat day, his idol, lol, he's another pro in buyin' albums. But Hey! Itz ppl lyk us hu make their company earn money, nowadays ppl download songs instead of buyin' the original album, widout ppl lyk us how r the companies gonna survive?! Zi-high, sorry. xP

& I tink these shoes r cool, they r water resistant.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wE1t9Tttyw (embed disabled)

1:03 AM

&& i think of u every night~

Found dis on9, it was in our hmt workbook, one of the passages, but longer than dis. We shud treasure our tym, even when we're w8in'. So nex tym when I'm late, itz not a waste of tym, haha! The main idea is 2 treasure tym & dun rush tym.

有一位年轻的小伙子,缺乏耐心,作什么事情都很急噪.有一次他与情人约会,去的太早了,姑娘还没来,他站在大树下面长吁短叹,为什么约会还要等待呢/作什么事都让人不开心.正在这个时候,一个神仙出现在他的面前,给他一个钟表,说;当你想要时间变快的时候,只要拨动钟表,就可以事如所愿.;小伙子高兴极了.他把钟表向前拨动了一小格,情人马上出现再眼前.他想,如果现在就能结婚就更好了.于是他又转动了钟表.婚礼上,他和情人并肩坐着,悠扬的音乐和醉人的美酒都出现了.他又想,现在如果就是洞房花烛夜多好呀.于是他又转动了钟表,屋子里就只剩下他们两个人.他心中的愿望层出不穷,于是不停地拨动钟表,得到了房子,吵闹的孩子,还有树上丰硕的果实......时间就这样飞快的过去了,生命很快就走到了尽头,临死之时,他开始后悔自己以前做任何事都那么急切,还没有认真享受生活,生命已走到了尽头.如果可以重新来过,他一定可以等待的,但是后悔已经晚了,以为那个神仙告诉过他,那个钟表只能向前转不能向后转.他躺在床上后悔莫及,痛哭流涕.就在这时,可爱的情人突然出现在自己眼前,她还是那么年轻美丽,周围鸟语花香,蓝天白云,小鸟悠闲地在草地上吃虫子,好可爱的一天呀.原来刚才的情形只是一场梦.他高兴的跳起来,拉着情人的手说,亲爱的,等你真是一种幸福

10:36 PM

2009-10-05

&& i think of u every night~

Coincidently I realise I'm postin' every 4 days. Life's still the same, prelims & revision every day. During the weekends I'm startin' 2 slack agn, now muz pull myself back 2 the right track. O level's a few weeks away & I gotta do my bestest. Studyin' Chem & Geog right now, & I'm addicted 2 Mario cart DS! Power slide was super cool & the game was excitin' wid many game modes 2 choose from. Lookin' forward 2 Evan Yo's new album published on 9 Oct.

So today had SS prelim, dunno y v.lazy 2 do, passed my Maths prelim, lost 10 marks for not plottin' the graph =.= Terry said he wanted 2 isolate himself in probation, in the end he still tagged along wid Dennis & I to Lot1, haha. But for lunch @ Pizza Hut only. The menu changed & the baked rice were damn nice. Saw YuTing @ Popular & decided 2 walk tgt. Bought geog revision book. Almost done wid sci.. ;) After dat went 2 Yuanqing's hse 2 get my NDS cuz I left it in sch, heng Wenyi & Wanlin helped me 2 look 4 it under my table.Itz hidden among a pile of papers. Clumsy, i mean careless. Jon juz told me the diff of clumsy & careless & he even demo-ed wad clumsy means, haha!

Anw, we're graduatin' in a few weeks, 4 yrs of journey is comin' 2 an end..

8:09 PM

&& i think of u every night~

Yo! Dis morning overslept agn.. I dun lyk 2 slp & i dun slp long hrs, but once I slp no matter how loud an alarm clock is, it'll nvr work on me. Usin' comp, upstairs is super noisy wid all the knockin's & drillin's. They've been doin' it for months.

Ytd's chem mock was considered easy, however I failed the practical on chem done last Friday. I'm nvr gd @ science pratical. & I tink for physics practical, I might have gotten the last qn wrong & itz reali disappointin' cuz I rmb studyin' it b4. Itz abt the resistance change dependent on the thickness of a wire. I couldn't rmb suddenly..

So ytd after sch went Lot1 Sakae Sushi for lunch, we treated Dennis cuz itz his birthday today. They didnt lyk the salmon mentai, but I thought it was nice, their tastebuds got prob.. haha

Dennis bought himself a NDS screen protector. Went home after dat. Afterwards went 2 Jon's hse 2 watch Singapore Idol. Den we were halfway sendin' Xiuhao 2 MRT station when Jon sudd recalled the result show, so he rushed home. So went MRT station wid Xiuhao, he went in & I bought Mr.Bean Set C.

Goin' out 2 study l8er..

1:36 PM

2009-10-01

&& i think of u every night~

Quality Time:		10
Acts of Service:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4

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