Chapter 706
i can guarantee for SURE that not a single person around me knows me very well.. Not even my closest friend, not even my family, not even myself.. I sumtyms think and behave in a manner I find it unexplainable, as in why do I do that and what am I thinking at the moment, I know the reason but I dunno how to put it. Like now, I know I react to some things in some manner, but they're partly due to the stress I'm encountering or currently solving, on the other hand it's another thing I dunno how to explain it, weird, if only someone is really able to read my mind.. I can get harsh but I actually didnt mean it. It's hard to express it cuz I dun even understand myself well enough.. Argh, one sentence, I suck at expressing myself, to myself & to everyone. This kinda complicated feeling sucks.. BtwI'm posting this not bcuz I've offended anyone or what, just a lookback @ myself.
Time to sleep, nights everyone.. :)
3:08 AM
2011-02-11
&& i think of u every night~