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Chapter 637 - eric ain't a weakling

The Eric Chua u all recognise is a happy-go-lucky, crazy fellow, but I do hav my emotional side too. As I've said many tyms, I put a happy front cuz if anythin' unpleasant bugs me, I wun let my emotions affect the ppl ard me. Im sure many hav heard me sayin' dis. I noe frens shud be dere for one another, many tyms I was told to share my probs. But I reali tink bein' emotional in front ppl & showin' the weak side of myself isn't my style, unless itz sth real big. I always managed to solve it alone. & by bein' wid my frens, Im 'happified' agn.

But i realise cuz of dat many r not able to understand me, @ the same thing im most afraid of misunderstandings. I may not hav said it but I reali mind alot abt how all my frens see abt me, cuz i treasure all of them, BEZY, H.F, JJR & some others. As said many tyms, I dun see any frens of mine as less important, I've emphasised dis these 2 yrs, I reali hope to be understood. Boon & Fai hav been my frens since Pri Sch & we noe the most abt one another, we hav the same interests & thus always hang out to do the things we lyk tgt. We r all free men too, so we always hav tym to hang out. But dat doesnt mean Im treatin' the rest any less nicely. As for SMS replies, I always hav the tendency to neglect my phone when Im doin' sth, & tend to reply everyone late. I didnt mean it for all the late replies to u guys too. I promise I'll change dis bad habit of mine. & I hope things'll get better as tym goes by & we get to noe one another better. :)

我寂寞寂寞就好，已经好了。:) Thx Junboon & Juinfai for bein' dere for me almost immediately juz now, I was shocked & touched, haha!

& to u, stop lecturin' me cuz u dun hav the right to & itz the thing I hate the most, understand me? Dun sound until as if ure the best person on Earth, it fkin' irks me. U wun wan me to burst @ u? The nex tym u talk to me im not gonna act nice but juz tell u things u wun wanna hear. FYI stop tellin' me abt ur life cuz Im not @ all interested to noe. Hu nids ur help? Ure not helpin' me, but ure actuali bloody helpin' urself indirectly. Itz my biggest regret to hav trusted u in the 1st place, I bet Y&Z tinks so too. So... go away old man. -.-

11:24 PM

2010-09-29

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