I'm startin' the feel the stress for O level. Im afraid I cant make it for A.Maths.... As for E.Maths, I muz chiong! Science, SS & Geog I can still cope. History hav 2 reali memorise SEA. Slept ard 3.30am ytd but today was supposed 2 be a weary day, but heng heng Terry bought me McCafe, haha! Today's Physics paper is easier compared 2 the previous ones. A.Maths went down 2 consult Ms.Wong. In the end so many ppl it became less efficient. Sat wid Dennis, MiaoChing & Junwei. They r reali jokers, haha. & I realise MiaoChing is reali a v.nice fren wid CheeKiat, they were recallin' CK's jokes & laughed & sms CK. & dere was dis indian teacher comin' down, Dennis juz said,"Eeyer, disgustin' &*$#*@^" LOL, i knew i wasnt supposed 2 laugh but the way he said was damn funny! He said she looked lyk Farha, but was the "dipped into black ink" version, WTH! Went for the assembly, felt the nervousness wid the O level approachin' nearer & nearer 2 us. After dat went for lunch wid Terry, Dennis, Cherry & Siming. Went BPP after dat 2 study wid Terry. Tmr will be the last day of sch, it'll the last tym we get 2 sit in the parade square, the last day we unite tgt in the class, the last tym we make noise. MiaoChing juz talked abt Boonhao today & I was reminded of the lower sec life. Mrs.Ching walked past & still rmbed our names. I wonder wad will happen after tmr. Dere' many frens I dun wanna lose, Yuanqing is one of them( so r my other frens =) ), we had lots of fun tgt @ many places. Saw her when I was alone in BPP today & we only got 2 smile @ each other. I rmb last yr @ Westmall she asked me wad will happen 2 us after we become alumnis, will we still be frens.. I realise I've grown up alot these 4 yrs. I've learnt 2 look things in different perspective & learnt 2 cope myself. I've learnt 2 make a stand in evrythin' & make my opinion, noe wadz wrong & wadz right. However somehow I tink I'm easily agitated If someone were to discourage me or sth, probably due 2 the stress. But all I wanted 2 do now is to do well for my O level & carry on with the new season of my life, I'll meet new ppl & new xperiences. Terry's goin' JC & me, Poly. Im havin' a lack of confidence abt O level, idk y. I reali gotta polish my history & maths.Chem & Eng tmr.. After tmr will hav 2 start muggin' & w8 for O level to come. After dat we'll officially become CCKSS alumnis. I'm not goin' prom nite btw, & am intendin' to look for a part-time job to kill tym after O level. :)
9:05 PM
2009-10-12
&& i think of u every night~