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Oso hope can spare a wk or so 2 go visit my mom.. I cant rmb when was the last tym I saw her, ard Dec 2008 I tink, dat tym only went bak less than a wk.. Come 2 tink of it. I realised I had neglected my mom, she sms-ed me but I wasnt able 2 reply her.. I was usually beside her during Mothers' Day, dis yr was xception.. I didnt mean it, but all of us were busy, & travellin' muz be difficult recently.. The other day she dropped me an sms, she was quite disappointed we didnt go bak.. She said I had grown up & hav my own sky. She said, to her, I'm always a kid, no matter how far apart we are. All she hoped for was occasional phone calls to her from me.. before she moves out.......

I dunno whr she's goin'.. I fear she will juz disappear from my life anytym.. I missed the tym when I was studyin' in Msia ard 7yrs old, my mom fetched me 2 w8 4 sch bus under a christmas tree. When I made her angry, she would chase ard 4 me in the livin' room runnin' circles lyk Tom & Jerry.. Another tym she brought me 2 eat ice kacang, den it was damn nice & we ordered one bowl after another dat we both ended up wid cough. Dere was a tym I sleepwalked outta my hse & my mom had 2 fetch me bak.. When I couldnt finish my art work, my mom would burn midnite oil 2 complete 4 me. Those were the tyms I rmb.. I rmbed how my parents quarrelled & I was ridiculously brought 2 S'pore 2 continue my studies.. I was still young dat tym & I was kept in the dark for evrythin' dat happened. My mom couldnt go wid us & she was left alone in M'sia..
Anw, wadz happened cannot be erased from the history.. It's a gd thing dat I cant still get 2 see her. But only once in a blue moon. I wish I can understand her better..

我想更懂你

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离

是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你

我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

爱你 Woo……

请你听听我的真心话你每天看着我长大

但你是否了解我内心矛盾的对话你板着脸孔不屑的对着我看

我的视线没有勇气只好面对冷冰冰的地板

这就是你这就是我我们之间的互动何时开始慢慢加以冷藏加以冷冻

我好想逃我好想躲进一个洞我需要真正了解我的人为我进行解救

这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖我试过好多次的机会想要触碰你手

课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友但是显然不是我叙述我的故事

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离

是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你

我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

in this life our love is in our hearts to see

though people change the futures still inside of me

we must remember that romorrow

but I got something trapped in my heart

so I got something to say

in this life our love is in our hearts to see

though people change the futures still inside of me

we must remember that romorrow

but I got something trapped in my heart

so I got something to say

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离

是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你

我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

whenever you whatever we talk and Ill right here waiting for you

你曾经说过当我站在十字路口只要有你在我不会经历漫长的夜去等待

现在十字路口只有我独自站没有对象寻找答案只好自我反叛

看我其实没那么好战我也希望说话可以婉转不让你心烦

对你开口好难我想要无话不谈我的人生我的个性其实没那么烂

这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖我好想回到过去看你微笑摸摸我头

课本写说你们应是我最好的朋友如果换个公式我祈祷不同故事

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离

是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你

我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离

是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你

我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

3:27 AM

2009-05-27

&& i think of u every night~

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