Watched 'Ink Heart' wid Joel today. He had been remindin' me since Monday, lol. We went eat pepper rice b4 the movie. It was nice but too little, i lyk the miso soup. Walked ard, entered the cinema early. Beginnin' part of the movie was quite borin', towards the end it got nicer. After the movie went home.
U tink im dis sort of person? Did i announce 2 the whole world i treated u? If i did, i was only jokin', not real threaten. U misunderstood me. I act in front of ur gd frens? I can swear i nvr. 4 the appointment thingy, I agreed Joel 2 the movie since Monday, i had asked u if u wanna come. Bring dog thingy initially i tot i can go & i wish i can go but Jon nid me help him prepare things. I told u many tyms i didnt wan u 2 repay or anythin'. Nvm, I cant change how u tink anw.. No matter how u tink in the end, i juz wan u 2 noe im reali not the kind of person u tot i m. I will still regard u as my fren even if u decide 2 hate me in the end.. I'm very sorry..
M i a bad fren? If i m, i rather hav no frens, i dun wanna hurt/disappoint/piss off u guys. i admit im not gd enuff, im juz stupid, 4getful, i hav bad understandin'.. I dun mean 2 sao xing all the tym, i noe a lot of tyms i had disappointed u all, but i didnt mean 2, i swear. I treasure my frenship but i dunno y i always ruin it w/o myself knowin'. I noe the prob lies wid me, Im reali sry 2 all my frens..
10:48 AM
2009-01-23
&& i think of u every night~