BLOODY HELL~ I cant find my piano exam entry proof, which is way more important than my life!!! Nb, it was still on my shelf a few days ago & i didnt even remove it! Whr the hell did it disappear 2 sia?! Summore exam is TMR~ Dis feeling of panicky & anxiety is lyk falling 2 the hell!~FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK Sianzzz, no point frustrating cuz it doesn't solve a thing. Will hav 2 turn my room upside down 4 dat bloody sheet of paper tmr.. Sighs~ Juz wanna get dis exam over with cuz it's a lot of trouble..If i can't find it, i'm so gonna be so sian diao dat i may juz quit piano, i reali will... ...-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------(7:10am)Found.. It was on my shelf, ytd didnt search thoroughly enough. Tmr will be my exam & guess wad, I'm not ready yet! -.- Tonite gotta chiong the final practice le, especially scales. Tmr is oso the last lesson b4 the exam. All the nervousness is killing me. I hav dis feeling dat i'd sdrew it up..Tmr wun b going 2 sch.. Wth.. Skipped lessons agn, den the next day still gotta catch up, sianzzz..Going off 2 sch now..
4:47 PM
2008-07-08
&& i think of u every night~